So, as you guys should know, Matt and I broke up. But obviously, I still care for him. We haven't talked in a while.. but he just started talking to me. And.. ugh, it's just so hard to NOT like him still, you know? So I wrote this.

Sinking underneath the pressure,
No where to go but down.
No safety raft, no one to save you.
Now you're thinking of ways out.
You scream, "I'm sorry, I messed up!"
But you messed up one too many times.
Don't count on me to save you,
You never saved me.

Yeah, so it's pretty depressing, but it just sucks when you start to get over someone, they come back into your life and, UGH, you know? anyways, i'm taking segment 2, then on the 27th i'm off to texas! :]

And.. CAMP ROCK was awesome. I cried when Tess was been a rude bad word to Mitchie. I was like POOR MITCHIE, I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND. Then, Joe yelled at her, and i was all "Oh no he didn't." But he totally did and i was like dang. But then they sang together and everything was alright and I forgave him.

And Kevins character was amazinggg. Haha, i absolutely loved himm! And Nick.. dude he wore some SHORT SHORTS, not that i'm complaining or anything. :] Hehehe.

And then the burning up music video? Awesome. Too bad they're all pretty bad lipsyncers. But it's okay, the song was awesomeeee.<33 i'm in loveee.

oh and one last thing that made me mad.

My friends had a camp rock party without me. she said, "i'd invite you but you and C don't get along." Um okay, i didn't realize me and this girl didn't get along but coooool? and she said she hadn't talked to me. whatever AND I WAS THE ONE WHO GOT HER TO LOVE THEM. Meeee! And i saw a myspace comment about me too. made me so POed.

anyways, i love you girls, thanks forlistening<3

E>calaid<3 wrote aww. i'm sorry about matt. and yea. the poemm is deep but its really goood. i can totally see it being a song. haha. i'm like putting a tune to it now. and i loved camp rock. i was just mad they didnt kiss cuz people told me they would.

i know i wanted to see the kiss too! i was watching the movie and i was like kiss her... kiss her... lol. but it didn't happen so i was sad but the movie was still crazy awesome!!!

Thank you guys soo much for listening and commenting and responding. It really means a lot to know you're here. i just hope you know how much I appreciate and love you guys!<3

Hahaha, okay, so me and my friends always rap or whatever. so my friend jasmine wrote this one about me and my friend:

irizzle always doin what she do
she be puttin it down in the view
if you ask her to spit a rhyme for you
she will say only if you give her a beat to do it to
she got all the skills
her words are so sharp they can kill
her friends jazz n kaylyn got the skills too
cuz all of us do it best in the view

"THe view" is a nickname for my city, haha. i thought it was funny.