aw
sooooo so cute
whats gonna happen????
and anyone know what happened to car????
she hasnt been on in a while...
aw... poor lana... she's so confused... (btw i forgot i had Joe in this fic... lol)
Chapter 25 *Part 1*
"Lana....Lana....Open the freakin window! I can only hold on for so long." I giggled and opened the window quickly. I grabbed Nicks hand and pulled. He pushed with his other hand. I was laughing the whole time. Nick landed on me with a tud. I laughed as we layed on the bed. He chuckled, "Well that was interesting." "Tell me about it." I laughed. He looked at me and smiled. "Pretty." He whispered. I blushed. "You cant stay long. My mom is down stairs. Shes watching a movie." "Glad shes down stairs." Nick said brushing a piece of hair out of my face. I smiled a little, "Glad you're with me." "Me too." He lightly kissed my lips. My heart suddenly started racing. "Nick." I pushed him away quickly and sat up. "What?" he asked. "I cant do this. Im sorry. I know who i love....its not you." "Then why did i come here??" "I dont know. Im sorry."
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GUYS! Im SOOOOOOO sorry! I havent been on in forever! Ive had SO much going on...with school, basketball, church, and friends(Boys included ;D) ive just been SUPER busy...im gonna try to go back and reread some of what i wrote and come up with something to write. Once again, im sorry i have writen anything soon, just been SUPER busy. Thanks for keeping this BUMPED. You amazing readers you.... :D Like i said, ill try to write something soon.... Love, Rachel
Chapter 25 *Part 2*
"Lana! Edward is at the door!" Mom called. "Nick! You have to go! Quickly!" "What?! No! You love him?! NO!" "Nicholas! Please!" I begged. "....No...." He whispered. "Nick-" "He wants you, he'll have to put up a fight." "Nick, dont do this!" I snapped. "Too late." He quickly opened my door. "Nick?!" Edward said. He was in the middle of the stair cases. I saw a little head peak around Edward leg. Annie. I closed my eyes. Please...not now. Not in front of Annie. Nick looked back at me and down at Annie and then back at me. he had a questioning expression on his face. I could not believe what was happening. "Lana...who's that?" Annie asked in a childish voice. She ran up the stairs as quickly as possable and hugged my legs. "This is Nick. Hes one of my friends." "He's your friend?" She asked. "Yes, he is." I said smiling. He gave me a childish smile, "I lost a tooth!" I notice a little gap where her tooth was. "Cool!" I said smiling back at her. I Picked her up and hugged her tightly. She wrapped her arms around my neck. "Daddy?" "Yes?" Edward asked. He wasnt happy. I gave him the look that begged him to let me explain. "Can i stay with Lana tonight?" "No." Edward answered without looking at Annie. "Edward." I whispered. "No, Lana." Edward snapped. Annie started to pout, "Please?" "NO!" He yelled. That was final. Annie started to cry. "Ill carry you to your car." I whispered to Annie. Annie sniffled, "Okay." "I can do that." Edward growled. "Ill.....do it." I said glaring at him. "She my daughter." I looked at Annie and put her down, "Ill stop by and see you tomorrow." "Dont bother." Edward mumbled. I ignored him and walked down the steps hold Annie hand. Edward walked slowly behind us. I got Annie in the car and kissed her head. "Sleep well tonight, sweetie." "Night, Lana." "Good night." I smiled. I assumed Nick was still in the house. The wind blew suddenly making me shiver. "Get inside." Edward said looking at me. "Can i explain?" "Nothing to explain." "Yes there is." I snapped. "Then WHAT on EARTH was he doing here, Lana?!?!" Edward yelled. "You dont know that half of it! So dont explode in my face, Edward! Expecally not in front of Annie." Edward walked quickly around his car, "Good night, Lana!" "You wont even hear me out!" "Theirs nothing to hear!" "I told him that i love you and ONLY you! But looks like you dont give a crap!" I said through tears. Edward looked at me softly, "What?"
Edward, always jumping to conclusions. :P that's okay Rach, I just got on for the first time in months. You should text me when you updated, haha. :) [postmorewhenyoucan]
Chapter 26
"I said...i love you...not him. I mean...i do love him-" "Lana..." Edward mumbled. "Let me finish. Please." I said crossing my arms over my chest. "Fine. Continue." "But i dont love him the same way i love you." I whispered. "Maybe we should talk." Edward said. "About?" I asked. "This." Edward said looking at me, "Everything." "That we should." "Can you come over?" "Lets go." I said getting in his car. "Arent you gonna ask?" "Nope. Just go, please." "Dont get in trouble." "Ill be fine. Lets just go."
He drove all the way to his house without saying a word. I grabbed his hand at one point, but he pulled away. I didnt know what to do. I couldnt tell if he was mad at me, or what. Once he pulled into his driveway Annie was already asleep. I carried her inside and up to her room. Edward walked behind me much slower than usual. I lightly kissed Annie on her head and walked out into the hallway. Edward was standing in his doorway with his back to me. The deffinition in his back, arms, legs.....butt..... it made my heart skip beats. I walked up and put my hand on his back. He let out a sigh. "Are you mad at me?" I whispered. "No..."He mumbled. "Whats wrong then?" I asked rubbing his back. "Come in my room. I dont want Annie to wake up. She sleeps lightly." I walked in and sat on his bed making myself comfortable. I put my hands behind my back and proped myself up. Edward paced the room. "Why me?" His question shocked me, "Uh...why NOT you?" I asked. "You say you love me. What if we got married?! Dont you want yo have kids? Dont you want to go through that time when youre pregnent and happy and...and... i dont know! Isnt that what you want?!" Edward said quickly. I stood up and walked up to him, "Sit down." I whispered. He sat on his bed and ran his fingers through his hair. His hair stood on ends. "Isnt that what you want?" He whispered. "What i want...is you." I said grabbing his hands. "I didnt ask who you wanted. Dont you want to be pregnent and be pridefull about it?? Be happy and say 'Yep..this is my baby.' Answer honestly." "Yes." I whispered. "I CANT EVER give that to you...i cant." Edward whispered. "Then i dont care." I said putting my hands on his face. "Yes you do." He mumbled. "I want to marry you. I want to have a little family. You. Me. And Annie." "Dont you think SHE wants a sibling???" Edward said out of anger. "Then....then we'll adopt." I said smiling. "You dont GET IT!" He finally cracked. "I CANT GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT! I CANT GIVE MY OWN DAUGHTER WHAT SHE WANTS! I JUST CANT DO IT! I HATE THIS!" He screamed. His yelling took me be surprise. I took a couple steps back and stared at him. I didnt know what to say. "Then what do you want me to do?" I whispered. I had no idea what he was asking me. "You said you love Nick-" "NOT the same way i love you!" "But you said you love him! He can give you what you want! HE can get you pregnent! HE can make you happy!" "HE is gone half of the year and would be there when i WAS pregnent! I dont want him baby! I want you! I want Annie and THATS IT! Get over it buster! im not going anywhere!" I said. Edward smiled, "Youre persistant and ferm." "Youre point?" He grinned a mischivious smile, "I like it." I smiled, "You better." He opened up his arms. I walked into him and he held me close. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek. "I love you...and ONLY you." I whispered in his ear. "You better." He said looking in my eyes. I grinned, "Thats typicly when you say 'I love you too.'" He laughed, "I love you too!" He said kissing my lips lightly. I knew that feeling would NEVER go away. I loved him and he loved me. That was for sure. He pulled me on the bed and heald me against his chest. He kissed my head every now and then. His breathing got softer and softer. "I love you." I whispered to him. "I love you more." He whispered back.
Chapter 27 *Part 1*
"LANA! Youre still here!" I sat straight up and looked at Annie. She had a childish smile on her face and ran and jumped on the bed. "LANA! LANA! LANA!" Annie yelled jumping on the bed. "Shhh. Dont wake Dadd-....Where's dad?" I asked. "Here!" Edward said walking in. He had a towel around his waist and one over his shoulders he came in drying his hair. His body was still a little wet. I raised an eyebrow. "Hey there." I said winking at him. He laughed and walked up to me, "Good morning, beautiful." He kissed me softly on the forhead. Annie covered her eyes, "Gross!" "Not gross!" I said smiling and standing up. Edward started to put his arms around me. "Atleast get pants on." I said putting a hand out. "Fine." He mumbled kissing my lips and walking to his closet. I laid down on my back. Annie sat next to me looking around the room. Edward ran in and jumped on me. He kissed me everywhere. I laughed the whole time. He finally relaxed next to me, but pulled me against his chest. "Lets get married." He said smiling.
