"Over hear!" I said as we ran to a secret cave only I know about. Well now Joseph knows about too. We walked in the drippy wet cave I instently got cold with my bare feet stepping on the nearly frozen floor. Joseph must have saw the megga goosebumps cause he came over and hugged me. My cheeks burned.
"How do you know about this.....cave?" He asked.
"Well when you basically have only two friends that never want to leave there house, and you do. You tend to explore from boredom." I said trying to calm myself and my chattering teeth. He started to rub my arms fast. I looked at his arms and they had goosebumps like mine I unpried his fingers and started to rub his arms. We laughed.
"So how long do you think we'll be in here?" I asked
"Probably a while, fans can get a little crazy sometimes."
"Do you like the fame? And crazy fans" I asked sitting on a flate enough rock to be a seat. He came over and sat next to me. We rubbed our own arms and talked.
"It's great.......sometimes. But when you get too tired from the stress and fans and concerts and everything else you begin to wish you chose different." He said looking up at how durty the cave was. Then looked at me.
"Wait.... are you a.....fan?" He asked skeptic of what i'd say.
"Between you and me........I am. But not a chasing, screaming, "Oh my god marry me" fan." I said as he laughed at the last comment.
"I like you, why wouldn't you have any more friends besides two?" He asked and he actually looked interested.
"I-" I thought back at how when I was little no one was nice to me with my all black clothes. No one wanted a crazy "emo" girl as a friend. And I thought back at how recently I couldn't take the pain of holding everything in.....The thought of me cutting cause I can't take not trusting annyone, not Sky or miles. Even if they are friends, there not close. And i know I can't trust them, I don't know....I just do.
"You....don't have to tell me, I get I don't know you. I mean if i were you, I'd think I was crazy for asking that question. For being nosey. And i'm stranger." He said. I looked at him and I was dying to tell him. Tell him every little ddetai of my life, even if he doesn't like it, I'll still like him.
"No, it's just......I'm not big on trust. I mean I wanna tell you, but like you said. Your a stranger.....kinda. Hah." He laughed a dry laugh, like he felt sorry cause I couldn't trust him.
" I think he went in here!!!!" we heard the girl before she hit the caves wet floors. She was screaming like her life depended on it.
"We gotta hide!!! Follow me!" I whispered and grabbed his hand and led him to a corner darker then I thought. We sat behind a bolder big enough to cover both our bodys. My teeth started to chatter again.
"You okay?" He asked and pulled me close to him and started to rub my arms once again. We waited two mins and all the girls came in. I was so quiet I could only here his silent hiss of breath. Why is he holding me? No ones ever touched me this much. The only thing I've got close to was a hug from Sky and miles. And it wasn't really a hug more like a touch of fingers on the back and over walk away.
"He's not here Lindsey LETS GO!!! It's dark, wet, and scary." We heard one girl cry and hurd a tussel of feet running out. We got up and burst out laughing. We stopped and Joseph looked at me with concern.
"I should head home it's getting dark. You should too." He said walking out of the cave into the soft grass.
"Yeahhh, home...." I said spacing out.
"Want me to walk you?" He asked heading down the beach.
"Sureee." I said with a smile.
