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Chapter Five
It seemed as if Nick was stuck in a whole, an element of nothing, he couldn't explain the thoughts running through his head, and still had no explination for anything that was going on with him.
Nothing had been going right since his break up with Miley, untill Corinna came, then, everything went wrong when he broke up with Corinna. He was breaking hearts, left, and right, not knowing how or why. Never getting over the girl. Even if she still had deep feelings for him, he would lay off, and go on with Life, he could take it with every other girl, but not with Corinna. There was something in his heart that told him to not break up with her, and now that same messager came into his head, and told him that he Loved her, maybe even more than she did him. Nick fended off this non-since as his brothers, and him started sound check,
knowing that the memory would never go away,
She had shown him that she Loved him, and couldn't Live with out him,
he had done nothing but the wrong,
she made everything alright,
Nick thought it was all his fault, as the pianful, never foriving memory came back to mind.
FLASHBACK
(continued from Nick's last Flashback)
"she's-" What? Nick thought, what? what happened? What could Corinna have done since I broke up with her, did she tell them? Make it worst? What was going on?
Nick decided to stop thinking, and get to listening to what Joe was about to say.
"She's........." Joe looked worried, though by the look on his face, he thought that I'd freak out, I did. "Gone....."
At that moment, I thought she had ran away or something,
"What?" I asked, confused, "What's going on?"
Joe paused, "Yea, Mom went to wake her up, and she was gone, for some reason, she called, yelling at us........" Nick gulped, "But........." Oh, No. Nick thought, Could this be cause of me? Her run away, cause of me?
END OF FLASHBACK
Nick shelded the horrible thoughts.
CORINNA
and my Past did, everytime, everyday, when Nick wasn't there in it, my Heart was empty, crushed, and my soul was out of place.
My Mom walked in, and sat next to me on my bed.
"I'm sorry Honey..........I know guys can be mean, and tough to deal with..." I sighed, "Nick's not mean, and they're going on tour, like, famouse, superstars have to do...." My Mom rolled her eyes at me, "right.......but, then, why are you so sad that they left if it's for there career, I don't understand" I wondered why, "I miss them.......they are amazing guys, with great hearts, and paretnts who raised them to be Genltemen, and, they are........" My Mom looked confused, "Oh............You like on of them......." I looked away, "I's not just that Mom.........That's not the main reason, you need to stop jumping into conclusions...........like......the day." Oh, no, I mentioned the day, what happened, what went down, wow, that was bad....
NICK
Nick couldn't sheld the thoughts, they just came flowing through him........
FLASHABCK
"How could this happen?" Nick questioned, "I don't know" Kevin said, "But, get dressed, and help us go search for her.." Nick quickly got up, and dressed, not knowing what was going on.
His phone then began to vibrate, he got a text message, from Corinna, it read,
"Nick, I'm sorry I have to do this, but I can't Live with out you......Nick.......I would say that I Love you, but that's the worst thing I can say at this moment, tonight, I will be gone forever, cause, if you don't want me with you.......in your Life, then, I don't want a Life.......Nick, Goodbye.......I'm gone.....I'm going to dissapear...............forever........"
Nick's eyes filled with tears as he read the message,
Could she do that,would she?
He Loved her, and couldn't take the pain, the tears that came down like rain.
He shoved his phone in the pocket, and ran out of the door to the car were everyone was waiting for him.
END OF FLASHBACK
CORINNA
I began to remeber, what I did, almost did, that is........
FLASHBACK
I was on the shore of the beach, empty at this moment, I knew they would be coming soon, my Mother would find out, and Nick would get the message.
The water touched my cold feet as I walked inot the ocean, to end it all.
My Love for Nick, and needing him was over powering me,
He was my first boyfriend, and my Last,that would be a story to tell, if my Life wasn't complete......
I was floating on the water, I was thinking about the regret Nick would have to Live with......everything that he would go through......then I let go of it all, knowing I'd be Gone by then.......
So I stopped floating, and started to sink, I was choked by the water, below, and above my head.
As I closed my Eyes, I took out my phone, and took a picture of what I was doing, sent it to Nick.......and.......My phone fell down,
To The Bottom Of The Ocean
I cried as I swam back up,
I couldn't take this,
so,
I kept myself Alive, I crawled over to the mountains near by, and sat, knwoing that I could enever go back to my other Life.........
Nick, but, what about Nicholas........
NICK
It was the end of sound check, and I was about to start a show, when I thought of the past, it came to me again,
FLASHABACK
I jumped in the car, "Guys,............" I said, softly.........."I have to tell you something........Kevin looked at him, concerned, "What?" I took a deep breath, "I broke up with Corinna......" There was a silence as I saw the shocked looks on both my Brothers faces, "But....." Joe began......but I continued, "and, today, this morning, she sent me this text."
I handed the phone to Kevin, he read it, "Oh no....." He shoved it in Joe's face, "No!" Kevin started to drive the car as fast as he could as my phone was in Joe's hands, it started to vibrate, "What's that?" I asked, "Look" Joe held up the phone. "No!" I yelled, I was balling at this moment, Kevin was determained, though he had tears in his eyes, Joe began to tear up, and started to cry by the time Kevin saw the picture.
We looked on the beach, as we did, a phone came from the Blue water,
it was Corinna's
I couldn't Belive it,
I could have swore,
I wanted to dive into that water so badly, but I didn't want to make the same mistake, and still had my hopes up, this couldn't be true......
END FLASHBACK
Nick cleared the thoughts out of his head as he entered the stage,
all that mattered is that Corinna was Alive know,
the past was the past, he didn't have feelings for her,
Right?
But, oh Nick did, oh, Nicholas did...........
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